A life of now.. "Love is an ornament"

I used to enjoy my life for now. My life is brimful, and sometimes even feel that the 24hours for per day is still insufficient. I have started a life that more tangible as compare with previous that was seems busy but it is intangible.
I have lost something, but i gained some new. The lost, bring me to a new life, the lost, let me known that somethings have to be gone, the gone lead me a path that there is somethings that i have to learn, to learn, i have turn out to the things that i want, that i know, that i have for former is sometimes be under the illusion.
Anyhow, i appreciate to you that you have been along with me for few years. The leave for you or the leave of me, maybe that is the right path for us to choose a better life. If someone ask me did i still missing you or waiting for you? Sure that is not. It had be a past time. With consciously express that, i will not make the same mistakes that i did. You protect for me, never hurt me, but i hurt myself and even hurt you. Everytime, everythings happen you will try all your best to protect me, and always stand at my side. But again and again that i spoiled all the things. You didn't talk how much you love me, but you did. I can feel that you is tired although you still love me.
Thanks for you, you let me growth up and i can, and able to seems love just as an ornament to our life. It can be a scenery with aesthetic feeling if we do decorate well and vice versa. I can't be a well ornament in your life, and hope to be the glorious ornament for others who knocking the door and with the key...